Truth
Finally, im back on tumblr after being away from tumblr for sooo long. I just needed to blog so just bear with me.
Truth, although can set one free from lies, will still hurt because that is the nature of it.
I’m just lost and confused. I just wish you knew how I feel all along when you told me all that. In actual fact, I’m just putting a strong front in front of you so that you won’t be afraid and scared. I’m just burying my feelings deep inside myself and pretend to be happy and cheerful.
I don’t know whether you’ll be able to read this post, but I do care abt you. I know how you feel because that’s how I feel too. It kills me inside to see you suffer and get beaten up so often but I’m helpless, I can’t do anything to get you out. Just so you know, the reason being I avoid talking to you during times like this is because I’m not strong enough. Listening to your cries and voice just kills me inside because I know one day, one fine day, I’ll wake up without you, but I hope this day will not come so soon.
Sigh. I hate myself, for hurting you and making you jealous. I just seriously wish I can do something for you. I’m sorry.
I can’t imagine how is it gonna be like when I wake up knowing that you are no longer here.
I’m lost.
Goodnight <3
